Space Traveler Shares Depression Following Wave of Online Abuse Following Journey

Crew Member during mission
Amanda Nguyen, a women's health researcher, was a passenger on the New Shepard NS-31 rocket in April 2025.

A pioneering space traveler has publicly detailed her battle with depression after facing a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

The 34-year-old activist – celebrated as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight earlier this year, which also included celebrity crewmates.

The much-publicized journey was met with derision by some, who cited its expense and environmental footprint.

Reflecting on the ordeal, Ms. Nguyen, who became the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the negative reaction buried her dreams under an torrent of sexist abuse.

“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” the astronaut shared in a public message, describing a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the aftermath of the flight.

She portrayed the news reports and online discourse as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she confessed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”

Buried Under Misogyny

The researcher, who has dedicated her work to female health science and conducted tests during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – from her scientific research and extensive preparation to the historic significance of her roots – was overshadowed under the deluge of gendered attacks.

She is widely recognized for her tireless campaigning fighting for justice for survivors of assault.

Her own goal of reaching space was deferred after an attack during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.

Finding Solid Ground

In the time since reaching space, she noted the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she thanked the followers whose messages of encouragement pulled her through. “You all saved me,” she said.

She added that even with the backlash, important benefits had resulted from the mission, such as spotlight on her scientific work and new advocacy opportunities.

About the Mission

The computer-piloted spacecraft lifted off from Texas in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a short trip that exceeded the internationally recognized boundary of outer space.

The group of women also included leaders in various fields.

The company behind the mission is a private space firm founded by a Amazon founder.

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